Hello dear friends,
I know – I know…
I was gone again – but I think I still needed some time to think and do different things. This is hopefully a new beginning for me, not only for my hobbies, but mostly for my life in general. I really want to change things and become more healthy again.
Recently I packed away almost all my dolls. I really want to focus on less, but with more concentration and motivation. After working on These dolls, I will unpack one after another and decide if I will keep them. And if the answer is yes, I will work on it. I really needed a kick in my a** to get a grip – So yes, I kicked myself hard…
Some points I will change in the future and I already began:
Some of you already realised there are no pictures in the last weeks and with one teary eye I have to say: that ADAW is not my kind of project. It put me under a lot of pressure to deliver a in my eyes good – and yes I am a perfectionist – picture of a doll or different dolls every week. Most of my dolls are projects and I always thought I had to finish all of them at once, so I could present you a different doll each week. But it should be fun and for me, to be honest, it wasn’t.
2) Social Media
I think the blog will become more of my home even than before. I decided if I make any pictures, I will upload them on IG and Flickr – but with no expectation. I am complety off forums and other plattforms, except something important is there like the whole Recast thing I will check it out.
I think this is a good subject for a own post and disscussion with you guys 🙂 So more another time – but shortly: I plan one new doll and then no more for the next year or so. I still will share the WIP with you on every doll I am working on. The first will be Marielle, I am currenty working on her.
In the next few days the design of the blog will change, I had no time to think of a new design concept I want. There still will be random Photoshoots, Boxopening and other stuff – I really enjoy sharing some of these with you.
This I will just state briefly – except you guys want to hear more about it – what is changing in my personal life right now:
1) Eat healthier
I had Icecream on Tuesday and it was great. I won’t get mad with myself if I get a treat every other 5-6 days. But since Saturday I am finally eating healthier again. It helps a lot that Georg is doing it with me. Right now I don’t need sweets and I fell more energetic.
2) Be more active
I get to work by bike – finally again. And I only go by car, if the weather is really really bad or I have to transport something. Also Georg and I will do some bigger bike adventures on the weekend
3) Change my work place
I will look for a new job somewhere completely else. I can say, since nobody of my work will read it anyways. But it is enough, I want and I need a change. Other places are not less stressful, but I feel that my capacity of energy and Motivation for this place is just done.
Healthy body and healthy mind… this is the goal!
… Wish me luck ( lol )
This post is way to long and if you read it until here: wow thank you!
But this blog is my little creative and therapeutic area, so bare with me and my long talk xD So thank you again and I hope I can read all of your post of the last months today and tomorrow…
Cheers and bye ❤